(picture taken on my 22nd birthday, Summer 2011)
For those of you who have been keeping in touch with me, my Grandma has been declining the last month. She had an accident and ran her electric wheelchair into her bed and had to be admitted to the hospital for an infection. Ever since then she has become weaker and sleeps most of the day. She has been put on skilled nursing care. Three weeks ago things were getting really bad for her. I was unable to go home for midterm break but my Mom told me I really needed to visit her on that Sunday. My brother Aaron was super thoughtful and drove all the way day to take me home. That day was emotional yet very meaningful for me. I was able to spend the whole afternoon with her and tell her what she has meant to our family and her spiritual influence. She has been the matriarch of the Dittes/McNulty/Gates/Hankins families.
This has been very hard for me when I returned back to my apartment that night I cried myself to sleep. It's hard to imagine my dear Grandma not being here. She's always been here. Everyone has gone to her for counsel. Her home was place for us of all grandchildren to hang out. We could pop in any time. My best childhood memories were spent there. She's been such a godly influence. I know I would not be the person I am today because of the spiritual influence she had on my Mom, who influenced of all of us children. Grandma is 95 years old. I love her so much. I don't want to say goodbye. It's very difficult thinking of it. I ended up going home again last weekend. She showed signs of improvement and was so sweet. Last night the report is she is not doing well.
Please pray for her. My heart longs for the day when everything is perfect and we will all be together.
(picture taken Oct 29, 2011)
2 comments:
Oh, April, I am so sorry! Phoebe and Shama can completely understand how you feel because losing my mother has been so difficult for us all! Heaven will be a wonderful place! Oh, but it is so difficult to say goodbye! I am crying just writing this. It has been six months since my Mom passed away and it hasn't gotten much easier yet. Love you and will pray for you.
Thank your Mrs. Eller. It is very hard. Shama was so sweet and called me yesterday and that brightened me up a little bit up. She passed away today. It is hard to imagine life without her here, she was sunshine to all of us. I feel I can completely relate to your family. I am so sorry for your loss too. Your Mother was such a dear person to us all. I appreciate your sympathy and prayers. There will be much rejoicing in Heaven!
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